Slaughter
There’s this thing going on everyday, to someone, to anyone, to everyone. They all call it the routine, I would love to refer it to ‘the slaughter’. Being led around life by the neck, we unknowingly follows. Our lives being led by others.
There are things we could control, there are choices we could make, and there are nothing else. Words cannot affect the choice we make. We, ourselves, mistook them for something else and took it as a choice. Its isn’t. We are simply taking other peoples words as our choice.
An idea so great, it slipped into your mind. You feel so at ease with it, so familiar, so close you think its you. It becomes your idea, everyone’s idea.
4 years ago that idea led me to become my current self. Its just a simple one, but not a good one. I was lost back then, I was tired and lonely and then one day, it just came.
I slaughtered myself.
I was led by myself to make all the mistakes I made up till now and now I can’t stop thinking, what if things were different.
What, if.
