Oct 30
Years back.
There’s this day which I still remember.
I was sad, lonely, exhausted, disappointed, angry, zoning out. I headed home after practise straight, didn’t shower nor change my clothes and went straight to bed. It was a night I wanted to stay out late, and I guess I’m used to not having people to stay out together.
And so, I woke up, checked my phone only to find it suspiciously low on battery. And high on miss calls.
That was the last time, this particular group of people hanged out with me. And I wonder, what if I didn’t go to sleep, and would things be different? Because I certainly lost a lot of friends that night.
A lot.
