October 2009
35 posts
im so like going to take a bath then go downstairs to buy smokes.. cos mine finished yesterday i didnt know how
i was like gone, after 5 drinks
and so i have nothing to puke out. but i kept trying and trying, and dug out a swollen throat
yesterday night was good
if ur there, anywhere would be fine
my illustrator got so much problems until i have to photoshop my stuff before adding them into illustrator..
im like yawning every few minutes these days
testing out this side bar icon.. lol
the expressionless face
needs alot more energy than you’d think to maintain
at best, all it ever does to you, is leaving an...
today was rather long.. or rather, yesterday till today..
woke up early to do work on my proposal.. then ended up at night then finish.. was supposed to meet up with luke and all but went to thai disco instead..
so much drink that zm was all silly and puked all over at meiqi’s place..
and i actually walked to meiqi’s place at like 4.30am then went to eat at ard 1pm till 4pm.. lol...
somehow, a good 30seconds yesterday was enough to me
ever since that day, i havent seen the moon anymore
and today i caught a glimpse, behind all the dark clouds, and almost not visible..
but im sure its still there but im not sure if its going to be a good month ahead
Perfect words and sentiments
5thdecember:
kissedbysadness:
We are always cruel in the abandoning of love. On either side. Sharp malice modifies betrayer and betrayed. We spent years learning how to abandon each other perfectly.
(http://www.mymentalmilkcrate.ca/)
until the day i found the answer, it will always...
now the more i dont understand myself
but theres no nid to go the merry-go-round to tell something you dont want to but you cannot keep it to urself and want to test people’s intelligence
naturally, some people have all the attention they want
and some have none of the attention they need
催泪
眼淚在笑 我知道 血還在流 我忘掉 舊的傷難免揮不去 也遮不住 但我卻還堅持 執著的人 別醒來 才能相信 愛還存在 該來就讓它來 該去就讓它去 沒有絕對
radiohead- fake plastic trees
the only part of...
The word “time” is the most common noun in the English language, according to the latest Oxford dictionary.
the reason i cannot fall asleep these nights
is because of the words i failed to catch
and i have no way to ask about it
why not make today the day?
3rd night without sleep
thurs night, sketching for sip
fri night clubbin and drinking
sat night mahjong
played game whole day long
the only thing that can make me stop, make me think, make me lose all my expressions and then make me smile
today was a whole different day
a day i would like to relieve
i shall post tml
when bad experiences gives you bad dreams..
been listening to hokkien song alot lol
黄昏的故乡
‘what more can i give’ - the man who...
maybe i always pin my hopes up high
always wanting to have the chance encounter
but too often, you arent there
傻瓜 by 曾沛慈
when all the things we do, when all the passion we gathered
when all the time we tried, goes unoticed
and all that we ever implied gets misunderstood
i keep telling myself, maybe this time i can get it right, maybe this time, and maybe i did not improve but i already tried. but maybe this time, i have to stop trying. everything gets mixed up in that little brain and goes wrong
maybe this time...
we, the ones who are linked closely with fire, uses it not to keep ourselves warm
it chills our soul inside out
i stared at the moon yesterday morning for an hour or so until i fell asleep
yesternight, i did not even catch a glimpse of it
did i cry or did i just dream of crying?
that i cannot recall, but i know its for something maybe not important to others, but to me.
its not for any girl of course
i went outside and waited.
until i fell asleep
September 2009
55 posts
sometimes i wished that i can fade into the background of other people’s wallpaper, only to be remembered and reminded of my existance when they take a glance behind
but most of the time i wish they notice me even without looking back
